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PEOPLE! I have news!

nahh actually i dont. Im here in El Pilipinas compadres! its fun just that its damn hot since its summer now.. i mean… not just the climate man! Shud buy more shorts :S I miss Theos! sigh. but we’re alright!

ANYWAYS. Theres this  jazz band who jams near my place here! Met with one of the guitarists and shiiiit he is damn good! Love how the drummers hits the skins! Anyways its 10.30am here and the heat feels like its 12! JEEZ. So.. im just being a bum while listening to bry’s recordings. they’re pretty good! Rate it a 10! Love the sound quality! Especially on the remake of saturday night!

Today im hoping to buy an original album of bamboo.. great band, great music.

Tata~

Too lazy to talk about my experience here.. maybe when i get back ill do it or not

Well I officially hate flu due to the fatigue it causes. Haha. Tiredness means moody people. Haha. Especially if Hanah gets moody, you don’t wanna be in her way hahaha.She calls me a vagina when she’s in a good mood so wat if she’s sick and moody haha. Oh and it did happen yesterday when I met up with babe ko ^^ I understood she was sick and feeling really tired so I just kept quiet and was patient in the car the whole time. ^^ I can’t blame her naman its just the flu. I didn’t wanna take that time together for granted so it’s better to make wonderful memories out of it ^^. I love Theos! Mmmmm ^^!

Been chatting with people nowadays. Oh and I was surfing about some stuffs about music. And I completely agree on how emotions play such important roles in making unforgettable songs. I noticed especially, that the most touching ones are the sad ones. Sadness in my view is a really strong emotion.. one that people never fail to notice. Which I guess isn’t really fair for its opposite- Happiness. Hahaha. True anyways haha. I really hate being sad. Although it’s part of being human. It completely is bad because when I’m sad I tend to think of things which aren’t really true. And I’ve learnt this already so whenever it happens I just tend to tell myself to keep on believeing what’s right. If it doesn’t only happen to me then that must be the reason why people make really good songs about sadness. Haha. I just wish there were more songs like ‘Ain’t Nothing But A Good Time’ by Poison. It’s a super happy song. Haha. Hmmm happiness seems to be taken for granted and not paid the attention it needs.

Im really happy at the moment. It’s that lightness one feels in their heart. And the reason is because I feel so loved. Don’t get me wrong but there ARE times that we kinda have misunderstandings but hey.. it helps us progress more and learn more on how to love each other better. And yeahhh im not taking our time together here for granted.. There’s no time to be sad! Haha. I choose to resolve the sadness as soon as possible! Sigh..~ Going off to Phils soon. People always ask about the distance. For me.. It’s not something that I should be worrying about. As long as there’s communication I’ll be pretty fine. Yeah, it’s communication that I want more than anything. One can be next to their loved one and still feel apart if there’s no communication at all. No expression.

Speaking of me being happy.. I still know that there might be someone hurting because of it. Or someone plotting to ruin it. Cos I’ve been through that too. I once fell in love with this girl, struggled but I couldnt take it anymore because I felt i was being taken for granted. So I had to let go. She was happy, I was sad. But she never knew which kinda hurt more. Haha. I guess that’s just another lesson in life one needs to learn to become a better person for the one who you will truly give yourself to. *Babe ko ^^*

I’m not a big fan of expressing myself online. Cos people tend to use it to their advantage. And people start asking. I once asked for advice when I was saddened by a certain girl and I will never again do the same thing when it comes to problems in my personal life. Cos they tend to say things that mislead you or make you more doubtful.

Hmmmm can’t help but feel so blessed! speaking of happy songs ‘Stop’ by the Spice Girls is cool! (Y) haha!

I miss Theodora Frances ko ^^ And my two super cool friends, namely Hals and Rach!

Im off! Goodbye blog. This will be the last time I will be expressing my personal feelings here. Doesnt mean Ill be stopping on my opinions on how silly people write. MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA.

…. THEY SUCK! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. Well most of the time. Though its just amazingly AWESOME that you can just simply go out any time of the day! But! But! It DOES get really boring sometimes. ITS SO BORING THAT ITS DEPRESSING. Seriously!

Well been offered to go out a few times. But then! Sigh. Im either too lazy or just not in the mood. Especially nowadays.. SO yeah. I’d love to get wasted. I enjoyed the times last year. Ahhhh the people. But then i dont really remember the juicy bits cos you know. stoned? *HINT HINT* I so cannot believe that I havent had any of those with hanah since her birthday. HAHAH you should see her tipsy. She throws cakes, beers and even puts her pants on infront of you! Well me actually HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHA. But oh well i guess we’re done with that. Well i’d just prefer to have some time with pals. People i like of course. You know.. play a lil bit of CS.. laugh at some stuff. Intelligent conversations?.. Maybe go out with the band you know. I miss getting bullied. (I can actually kick their ass *insert Bryant here* BUT im too nice HAHHAHA kidding!) Have some clean fun. No malice or anything. I miss that bbq where all the chickens were half-cooked. HA.

Chronic boredom SUCKS! HAHA. My typical day at home is composed of waking up, eating food, sitting down and sleep. It’d be a miracle if i could find some dvds to watch. Like 100 of them. I miss Hals and Rach. I miss Theos even more!

Somebody save me please Do I need to put a Cheerleader sign on my forehead just so i could be saved?     <—– Heroes. Too much of it causes that.

SO CUUUTE! The movie’s pretty cute hahaha. I watched it last night together with babe =) MMMMMMM! So funny! OOH and theodore was the cutest.. "Can i sleep with you?" HAHAHA. If it was me then id be like.. awww sure why not! HAHA. And he wore green! And babe was wearing green too! Well white shirt with green stripes. BUT SHE LOVES GREEN BAH. HAHAHA. Total coincidence there.

WEEEE. Today is such a laid back day.. no outings with Theos it’s alright. Been going out since Tuesday na ^^ We might be recognised there already by some shopkeepers. OOH especially at Charles and Keith. Anyways today im blogging becaussssssssssssssssssssssssssse I wanna jam soon. And amazingly i woke up early today cos of a text from David saying we can do a recording on MONDAY!! WOO! Theennn maybe give a demo to the radiostation ^^ HEHE. Our music is ear-friendly so yeah

Babe is studyinggg but we had a gooood chat late last nite about how time passed so quickly. And loadsa other stuff which is for the both of us to know ^^ Makes it more special no?

You know i really wonder right… Why guys have nipples. I mean like.. its just there bah! No purpose. (unless you’re me (; )  HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

BRY IS SINGAPORE DAMMIT. THat guy ah! oh well at least im not gonna be a punching bag for a few days. THank goodness! But i do miss annoying him. I think. Maybe. I dont know if its a miss or what. But i feel like annoying him. HAHAHA AND LAUGHING IN A WEIRD WAY HAHAHAHA. like.. KE KE KE KE. HAHA.

I miss Theooossss! So muchhh!

I miss our late night cruises This was August 21. Both green and smiling Pure coincidence that we were in green, really. We dont do shirt color coordination

Currently listening to Detonation by Trivium. Well before it was Pull Harder On The Strings of Your Martyr. I feel so angry at the moment inside. And its because i was late for something and it just really angers me because of certain people and certain circumstances that prevented me from being on time. Dammit im leaving soon dammit. I feel like maximising my time on things that some people think is a ‘waste of time’.

I am gonna start bitching about certain kids who think they’re all that cos they can play quite a few instruments. Damn son. First of all. You will of course look up to them because they’re young. But whats annoying is that when they start boasting about it. Sheesh. Put him/her in a band and ull spend so fridgin’ long on one song cos they are so STIFF. not versatile! not flexible! no style! and their excuse is that they dont know the song. And im like ‘just add your flavour’ and after that ill say in my mind something like, ’sigh.’ or if i really am annoyed already.. ‘beyotch.’  well usually im not like that because im a humble person but right now i am so damnn angry that i just wanna slap these people. Sheesh. AND some are soooo proud that they dont even ask straightaway when they’re having a problem on one song. and in the end they will blame the person who’s in charge cos they dont learn anything. WTH.

okay next. wHy dO pEoPLe tYpE liKe a rEtaRd. I noe ive typed like this before but that damn lasted for a few days only. AND i was just 13 or 14. Which is okay! Cos you’re still young! BUT. SOME people who are damn old already still TYpE lIKe a ReTarD! DAMN! And whats with the annoying Z at every damn word that they think is cool when added the Z. like HeyyZZZZZ manZZZZZ. OOHHHH GOODDDD. WAKE UP! SHeesh! S is cooler!

HA! a damn smile! a lil more! hmmm! oh and certain people have spelling issues so bad that you wonder if they even pass english or wat! SHEESH! and worst of all it doesnt almost sound like the word itself! well texting is one exception. but even on the internet?! look at this spelling —> heylow. HAHAHA. Wat is that?!?! i noe its hello but why the hell do u add a ‘y’ and a ‘w’? Style isit? WELL IT SUCKS! exceptions are like noe for know or wat for what or y for why. I mean… why spell ‘hi’ as ‘hy’ when the only difference is the y there?! its still spelt with 2 letters!

THEN. theres the typical group who wears the same color t-shirts. AND SAME SHOES. ahhhhhh wat the heck!!!! But then you have this certainty deep within you when you look at them. "HA. They think they’re cool but deep inside them they know it’s stupid!" HAHAHAHA.

YES A LAUGH. GOOD.

Oh and efff you if you said ‘you think you’re perfect isit?"  well the 411 is that im not! and if u got pierced thru then go to ur momma! Oh mannn and btw i forgot to bitch about certain people who think they’re so tough cos they have big ass friends! HA. Theres this kid at skool who really pisses me off and a whole bunch of others! He’s damn short and skinnier than me! and he says he’s cool and tough cos of his ‘gang’ HA.

okay im gonna bitching right now cos i feel tired. goodbye and go away. oh and theres this girl who thinks shes so hot but she walks as if her underwear is damn uptight her pussy. like a damn duck sia!

The title says it all.

But i’ll save the BEST for last! So i woke up around 6.30 and saw a message from Theos =D i thought something was up but! Just to wake me up thaatttt hahaha. So i ended up sleeping another half an hour hahah. THEN i had to wake up cos i had to prepare and all that as i had an appointment at the hospital. Ear checkup. WOO! Finally. Anyhoots i went to the hospital and got my ear checked by an ear specialist

For the past 2 weeks my hearing on my right ear became bad and a loud ringing sound keeps bothering me. I thought it was Tinnitus which is something you get due to loud noise. but! it was just wax! ONE BIG WAX. When the doc checked both ears he said "damn thats a lotta wax." HAHAHA. Well its not because i have poor hygene. Its because i have dry skin so even my wax is dry. =/ Very hard to clean. So yeah. It collected until it became damn big. Both ears by the way! but my left was okay cos i think the wax wasnt blocking anything.

SO there we go. I had my ears cleaned. It felt so good when the big lump of wax from my right ear was taken out! Felt a rush of sounds i wasnt hearing before! And i saw the wax and it was as big or bigger than the nail of my pinky! EEEEWWW! And the cleaning of the left one started. I thought it’d be okay too but! The wax there is so hard that it was very painful to take out. on my eardrum man! Sheesh! So i was asked to put some oil into my ear everyday for a week and come back to get the stubborn thing out!

FINITO! Hospital goal achieved! Oh well at least my right hearing is fine now!

THen I went to the mall around 11.30 and hung out with Paths, Bry, Jo and Hanah until 4pm! Then from then on i went with Dustin they all and waited for Theos to come =) I really wanted to spend time with her as yesterday (because im typing at 12.30 am =D) was our veryyy special day. =) Its the 3rd naman..

She came around 6-ish and then she did some FUN, RANDOM SHOPPING! HEHE! With me there to accompany and give my comments! and of course help her out She bought shoes, a bag, marker pens and towels! Price i do not want to say here cos it will be babe herself who will tell (or not). Hehe! We first went to shabby chic Love the art there! AND THE COLORRSS AHH! And then to some store that sells beds and all that.. then visited some more shops to see shoes, bags and get what babe wanted =D

Then after all that fun and awesome time we had to find some food to feed ourselves! Babe wanted to go pizza hut at the mall there but she wanted something with rice. Me too btw! So i had an idea and took her to this chinese restaurant! But, on the way there we decided that it’ll be too noise and all that. AHAH so we went to another pizza hut branch ahhaha. which was a lot more quiet! We both had so much fun eventhough in the end we were tired.. Spent some more quality time eating and talking =) mmm..

Im just really happy that Theos’ Monday turned out to be nice, with lotsa blessings I love you babe. =) Im really sooo happy that we got to spend quality time together.. and see what we love to see and talk about stuff during out time at pizza hut! I sooo miss you na! Its a wonderful, fantastic day. And its a 3rd On a Monday! Our 5th! Both your fave figures babe =) I love you. Mmm!

4th December, 12.58am. Done!

Memories! :D  I love Theodora Frances and she’s *here* to stay! ^^;

Though perpetually lazy, I will have to blog about last night because its worth blogging! HAHA. Well first of all, my band played.. had another gig, and! THEOSSS CAAAAAAAME!

Woo! Man i was like so dowwwnnnnn when she said she had a test the next day.. But i understood so it was okayyy but still a bit down.. So the night came and i was just feeling a bit down that she couldnt come and be there. Anddd thennn I was looking outside and i saw this lady in black waving and smiling at me! Haha. So i was like "No it can’t be.." "WAIT I CAN BE!" and "ITS REALLY HER!"

HAHAAH so when i realized that it was my love who came after all.. ;).. i stood up and gave her a big big tight hug!! mmm! I so miss her! And after that i just enjoyed the fact that i was surrounded by my friends and theos

Ate for awile and then changed to my attire for the gig.. First band was bad cos they were out of tune like seriously. Then after them we playeddd! Haha. Gave them a starter song which was the jazz song we like to jam! A typical 2-5-1 progression in C i learnt from this boog i bought at doulos WITH BABE! but with A added in the end btw.

After the jazz, we started with our songs for the night and I hope the crowd loved our playing Oh and i asked mikko to dedicate this song called ‘every little thing’ to Theos! ^^ So i stopped and danced with her. All i see in her eyes are beautiful things coming soon I love you.

We also got to sing our original called driven to funk and footsteps! After our playing time, my mates disappeared so Theos and I went somewhere ^^ And when we came back nobody was inside anymore! SIGH. At least i enjoyed my gig and my night with babe. She so made my night a night to remember!..

Theos came home with Damian And after that Paths, Hanah and the band did some "photoshoot" and I felt so niiiiiice so i decided to pose as a gay boyband dude. HHGAHAHAHAHAHAA. Paths was so funny HAHAHAHA and hanah is so jacket-y =,=" Man i tell you, Paths is such a great company and Hanah is like a good… organization? HAHAHAHA. O:D Anyways they all went home after that and I also left Holiday Lodge around 12.30am and the last person there was Mikko.

Sigh got home and couldnt believe the night was over. Mmm I miss her! ^^;

And i miss Bryant, Mikko, Richmond, Mark Jay, Paths and Hanah too! HAHA!

So im off and ill blog if soemthing else surprises me or something nice or wat ka.. HEHE

TATA!

I love you, Theodora Frances. Mmmmmm!

Haha. Bryant is one dude who can’t sit still! hahaha. Man Im getting withdrawal symptoms from being away from his house since i went back home. hahaha. SYmptoms are extreme boredom and the feeling of getting a guitar and playing with the whammy bar. HAHA. Man thanks for the whammy lessons! I’ll practise more of that man.

I remember nights before the Battle of the Bands, I would jam at Richmond’s house and sessions there were pretty random.. We are so not focused at times! HAHA we’d stop and someone will play a riff/beat and we’d jam something else. HAHA. And those times i had to stay at bry’s house cos i had no transport and spend nights getting my butt slapped hard !(@*#&*(!@ and finish writing the song we’d be playing at the botb. Haha i must say the lyrics aren’t so bad.

I’d love to post the lyrics here but i guess ill post it together when i can get an audio of the song! It’s a funky song actually with the theme riffs and progressions made by Richmond! And arrangement done by the band. Lyrics by ..me and ideas by the whole band HAHA. Driven to Funk is the title.

Hmm if there’s one thing i’d love to do now… IT’S TO FINISH MY EXAM! YEAHHHHH!!! I was doing my paper just now on add. maths and DOHHHHH it was hard! I was spending like 15 mins on a question which in other words meant that I was screwed and i did not know wat i was getting myself into. Puff man! (means gay btw)

Can’t wait for hols so i can hangout more with Theodora =) but she has exams =/ It’s all good. There’s time in between i guess. oh and like hangout with Paths and everyone else.. Oh and that HANAH! Sheesh. Bloody hell she’s so good in swearing now! *tears* So proud of my minion. LOL. HAHA.

Well cheers.

I noe its sad I’m blogging in friendster and not those handy-dandy poshy Blogspot or xanga or manga or mango or or… spot something.. Hey! it’s not like im a serious blogger!

Tata.

I miss Theodora Frances Ang! =D Get well soooon, babe! Everyone misses you and you know that! I love you!