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Been chatting with people nowadays. Oh and I was surfing about some stuffs about music. And I completely agree on how emotions play such important roles in making unforgettable songs. I noticed especially, that the most touching ones are the sad ones. Sadness in my view is a really strong emotion.. one that people never fail to notice. Which I guess isn’t really fair for its opposite- Happiness. Hahaha. True anyways haha. I really hate being sad. Although it’s part of being human. It completely is bad because when I’m sad I tend to think of things which aren’t really true. And I’ve learnt this already so whenever it happens I just tend to tell myself to keep on believeing what’s right. If it doesn’t only happen to me then that must be the reason why people make really good songs about sadness. Haha. I just wish there were more songs like ‘Ain’t Nothing But A Good Time’ by Poison. It’s a super happy song. Haha. Hmmm happiness seems to be taken for granted and not paid the attention it needs.

Im really happy at the moment. It’s that lightness one feels in their heart. And the reason is because I feel so loved. Don’t get me wrong but there ARE times that we kinda have misunderstandings but hey.. it helps us progress more and learn more on how to love each other better. And yeahhh im not taking our time together here for granted.. There’s no time to be sad! Haha. I choose to resolve the sadness as soon as possible! Sigh..~ Going off to Phils soon. People always ask about the distance. For me.. It’s not something that I should be worrying about. As long as there’s communication I’ll be pretty fine. Yeah, it’s communication that I want more than anything. One can be next to their loved one and still feel apart if there’s no communication at all. No expression.

Speaking of me being happy.. I still know that there might be someone hurting because of it. Or someone plotting to ruin it. Cos I’ve been through that too. I once fell in love with this girl, struggled but I couldnt take it anymore because I felt i was being taken for granted. So I had to let go. She was happy, I was sad. But she never knew which kinda hurt more. Haha. I guess that’s just another lesson in life one needs to learn to become a better person for the one who you will truly give yourself to. *Babe ko ^^*

I’m not a big fan of expressing myself online. Cos people tend to use it to their advantage. And people start asking. I once asked for advice when I was saddened by a certain girl and I will never again do the same thing when it comes to problems in my personal life. Cos they tend to say things that mislead you or make you more doubtful.

Hmmmm can’t help but feel so blessed! speaking of happy songs ‘Stop’ by the Spice Girls is cool! (Y) haha!

I miss Theodora Frances ko ^^ And my two super cool friends, namely Hals and Rach!

Im off! Goodbye blog. This will be the last time I will be expressing my personal feelings here. Doesnt mean Ill be stopping on my opinions on how silly people write. MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA.

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